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[cursedwords]

[ He isn't sure why Gnosis believes that he should get nice things. He's happy enough with a warm meal. ]

I'm not doubting you but I don't know why they care about me. There's no reason to.

Especially after I cursed them like that. I could hurt them. I could hurt you.

I should be better disciplined. I will get better.

[amethystic]

Because you're a person, dummy. And one Gnosis, at least, enjoys the company of. One I do too.

[cursedwords]

My classmates are the only ones that feel that way outside of here.

I'm not anything. I was born like this and everyone knows how dangerous someone like me is.

They can't wait for me to die. They will celebrate it.

[amethystic]

They're small-minded fools, then. ... I'm sorry you haven't been truly valued or cared for. And I'm sorry that it's warped things for you.

[cursedwords]

I'm used to it. It's been like this since I was born. Because I was born.

It doesn't bother me. I know where I stand. The moment I flinch, they will come for me. Execute me.

I'm only worth something if I do as I'm told. I can protect you. If I die, it doesn't matter.

[amethystic]

( that's a familiar story, and she hates it. her heart hurts just reading what's said. )

It matters to me. Thats why I want you to communicate more, so we can support each other.

[cursedwords]

I'm not supposed to talk about it.

[ He is like this by design. ]

If I die I will have been glad for what I saw of the outside world.

[amethystic]

What were we supposed to do if you got hurt in there, with no idea where you were or that you even left?

[cursedwords]

I understand that I should've left a message somewhere. I accept that.

I am used to completing all of my missions alone.

Since I started. I'm powerful. I can handle most problems. That's why I have my rank I worked hard to get it. I may seem pathetic now. But I'm not.

I want to protect you all.

[amethystic]

And we want to protect you, in turn. Not because you aren't enough, but because you are.

[cursedwords]

I don't need to be protected.

I'm a sacrifice.