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Date: 2024-03-18 09:11 pm (UTC)
heir_conditioned: (Shoto60)
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Being held in kind or given this affection in the same vein, is something he never saw for himself. For others around him or other people in his life now? Yeah. Sure. Though, in that moment it doesn't feel like he doesn't deserve this. It feels like he's allowed to find someone that makes him happy.

Seeing Toge have to get up on his toes when he realizes he has to, makes his hesitance in almost chasing Toge's lips again seem physically difficult for him to have stopped his pursuit. Instead he settles his hands on either side of Toge's face and kisses his forehead, where he then sets his own. "Thank you for thinking of me."

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Date: 2024-03-20 07:06 pm (UTC)
heir_conditioned: (Shoto044)
From: [personal profile] heir_conditioned
Salmon, indeed. The plushie could have been about any shape and he would've loved it, not only because of who it is from, but the sentiment he hadn't been insincere about. Yet again, however, he is surprised at someone wanting to be close to him, the arms around him easily tell him as much. The time frame for as long as he'll let Toge hold on is forever and Shoto's arms around him in return feel just as good for Shoto, too. His partner is hug sized and that's perfect for him. He still has things to give him, but in honestly letting go doesn't suit either, but he knows he can't stay like this forever.

Even if it's an alluring chance. Speaking of chance, he takes at least a small one, turning his head as needed to kiss either side of those marks and then gently and squarely on his lips. "I wish I knew how to tell you just how much you mean to me." Or maybe he can, even if the nagging in his head tells him the opposite and his heart is beating past his chest he's sure. "Could..." He hesitates. Okay words, you don't like him, and he doesn't like you. But the look over to Toge's couch, then back at him and the small tug toward it doesn't need words. It only has the smaller teen being coaxed in a way that all he has to do is pull back and Shoto will stop.

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Date: 2024-03-21 01:18 am (UTC)
heir_conditioned: (021)
From: [personal profile] heir_conditioned
Shoto wishes he had the words and understanding of his feelings to explain how he feels. The cursed speech, the markings, anything. They're all part and parcel of Toge and he has never felt as deeply for someone as he does, not only in that moment but every time since meeting him it's only gotten stronger. Stronger and full of nervous behaviour, because once he gets him to said couch, and sat down... Why he's so scared, Shoto can't exactly put his finger on it. Toge has never mistreated him or given him some sort of negative recourse even when their ideas don't align.

The tone in his voice is enough. The shrug makes him smile a small smile, but Toge's own smile makes his wider. Almost wide enough to expose his teeth. Very close indeed. "Good. I want you to know, I don't want you to ever have a reason to question it." Because his home life wasn't that great, his parents obviously weren't a good example. His hand moves again, one sliding around Toge's waist, the other on the side of his cheek. He can't take back certain words, and if he says them right in that moment, he doesn't want to have to walk it back. But in that moment, he may certainly feel like his heart could belong to the man he kisses again. His arm keeps his partner close, thumb on his opposite hand softly running along Toge's cheekbone. He's trying to gain his confidence, and once he's got it, he's sure Toge knows how to reign him in.

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Date: 2024-04-05 03:48 am (UTC)
heir_conditioned: (Shoto34)
From: [personal profile] heir_conditioned
No, it most certainly wasn't but by god, Shoto's only complaint is that he's pretty certain his heart stops. He's certain it did, but then he has no clue what the thump at the center of his chest is. Alright, he didn't die. He might, but not yet. The hero had no idea this was an option, but now that it is, he doesn't exactly dwell on that either.

The proximity thunks something in his mind, something he'd only had in it in passing and not in practice. They're dating right? Right. So when he pulls away, looking the other teen in the face, if he put his hands on the small of Toge's back to pull him more squarely onto his lap. Considering he's done all that, and is waiting to be told no or not, it's a pretty big step. But one he's willing to slow walk to both their comfort.

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Date: 2024-04-10 08:02 am (UTC)
heir_conditioned: (034)
From: [personal profile] heir_conditioned
Everything seems positive, right down to the inclusion of being kissed in kind. His heart still thuds heavy in his chest in a mix of nerves, elation and excitement. Toge can take the back seat today, Shoto can push the envelope for once now that he's in the mind to try to. After all, every touch feels like it can express everything he, himself, can't vocalize to the sorcerer. Something they both continue to understand: Actions speak louder than words. For someone to care as much for him as Toge, he wants to be this close.

To catch his breath he pulls away, still fixated after to look in Toge's eyes with his mismatched own. Why is it so difficult when they've seen each other stark naked before? He can't make the words come to him, so his fingers slide from their position to the bottom hem of Toge's shirt, pulling it up just a little, breathy voice adding: "Can I?" and holding to make sure this sort of step isn't unwelcome.

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Date: 2024-04-16 07:01 am (UTC)
heir_conditioned: (Shoto19)
From: [personal profile] heir_conditioned
There's a lot to love about Toge, his smile is one of the things and seeing it never ceases to make Shoto content. To him the way Toge speaks is just like learning any language and if Shoto could master English, then this is just another road to understanding. Salmon it is.

The shirt is made slow work of, stuck somewhere between nerves and making certain that until the last moment where there is shirt, Toge doesn't tell him no. The shirt is set aside unceremoniously, somewhere on the end of the couch where it's going to be undisturbed. Instead of opening his mouth to ask if everything is fine every ten seconds, he sets his hand to run down the side of Toge's body to his hip, eyes focused on the journey. It's difficult to touch his skin and have Toge sat over his lap without the bite of Shoto's own lower lip. It's keeping him in line when his brain is going well ahead of him. "If I don't assume you'll stop me at your comfort level, I'll keep stopping."

He doesn't know where his own limits are here, he hardly understand what he wants to do let alone what to do, but his hands settle on Toge's hips to keep him close, laying small kisses on the exposed skin in front of him.

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Date: 2024-04-19 08:04 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] heir_conditioned
Shoto doesn't think it will either, come to stopping that is. After the feel of lips on his neck and the sound of Toge's voice in his ear, even if it's encoded behind the food-words, he's keen to keep going. What going looks like? He has no clue, but it includes the mapping of the other man's body, fingers grazing over skin and muscle. There's a small fleck of harmless fire every now and again in his hair the more riled he gets the the further he flushes over it.

In the thundering sound of his brain, he has decisions to make, ones that include what's supposed to go on here. The same brain that says 'boy' and the knowledge is limited, also reminds him that he himself is a boy, do what he likes and maybe Toge will, too. He pulls his head back enough to capture Toge's lips despite the steadily deep breaths he's taking. It means he can avoid eye-contact while he inclines in his seat, pulling Toge tight into his lap with a soft sound against his lips, using his hand to urge his partner into counter movement.

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Date: 2024-04-23 07:19 am (UTC)
heir_conditioned: (019)
From: [personal profile] heir_conditioned
Thankfully, it's not taking them thousands of years. It's definitely in the moment and hearing the sharp sound of his partner's groan sends elated shivers down his spine. At least, that's what he's thought it is at first. He's not going to think on it too much, not considering he wants more of it and if this is how to elicit that reaction? Toge has opened Pandora's box unwittingly where the problem is Shoto's greed to feel that again. His fingers stay bracingly tight on one hip, the other urging the already occurring roll of the sorcerer's own in a grind that has Shoto meets whenever he can. The hero's breath is heavy and his heart is wild in his chest, he's sure that no fantasy has ever come close to this.

"Toge-" he growls out as he pulls his mouth back, kisses sinking into the curve of the other teen's neck. He got told he didn't have to ask, and since he only needs the one hand on that hip, it leaves him with a free one. A free hand that makes him have to adjust how he's holding on to Toge so he can dip his fingers into the hem of the shorter teen's pants. Bold? Yes, but he intends on hearing more of those pretty noises fall from Toge's lips. With a resolute move he slips his fingers further in the fabric, hot breath on the other man's neck while his warm hand envelops sensitive skin.

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Date: 2024-04-27 07:03 am (UTC)
heir_conditioned: (Shoto51)
From: [personal profile] heir_conditioned
One of Shoto's biggest fears is mistreating a partner, ever. Aside that the shivers running up his spine are driving his boldness, it also tells him he's doing the right thing and not something he's coerced Toge into very clearly even above not being pinned and punched in the face. Or told to sleep. Feeling exactly, or even the remnants of the thrill that Toge gets from this too is only adding to the experience. Enough that the set of lips turning to kiss lightly at his neck hide his own, small and panted noises finally provide him a mental pause when he realizes what's happening.

Not that it pumps any kind of breaks on what he's doing outside his head. No, those nails are distracting leaving their mark down his skin in ways that he hopes he feels for a long time to come. The way Toge's hand feels under his shirt is distracting, but there's no distracting him from seeking out every little noise. Everything he can get from the sorcerer sat in his lap.

Shoto moves his hand with inexperience in the direction, but it's all the same as he's come to figure out that he was right about. "Let me hear you," growls the hero against the side of his ear. Maybe that will also help Toge to understand the new kink he just unlocked realize Shoto accepts every bit of him. Even like this. Even under the possibility of harmless, but still cursed energy leaking into their actions in the room.

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Date: 2024-05-05 12:42 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] heir_conditioned
Shoto continues to move a little slower, giving Toge a little time to gather a thought or two. It's all Shoto can muster in that moment, a thought or two. It has escalated quickly, but it's not that he hasn't been thinking about it either. Or that he hasn't seen Toge in more platonic, naked situations and wondered in the darkness of his own room what he might do. His other hand moves to take gentle hold of the one that's fallen away from its original place over his mouth.

Even if he didn't understand, he would've known, and he pulls his head back, kissing at his bottom lip with soft kisses. "I want to, I'm sure." He's certain and so is the very real push against the front of his pants. "Please don't hide anything from me." That includes the sound of his voice, he so preciously little hears more than ingredients. He doesn't mind hearing ingredients, but the escalation in the speed of his hand and the kisses at Toge's bottom lip are what he has to encourage what other sounds he can give him.

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Date: 2024-05-09 04:31 am (UTC)
heir_conditioned: (Shoto32)
From: [personal profile] heir_conditioned
Shoto gives Toge all the time he needs to consider the request, the urging that it's alright doesn't mean that it will be the deciding factor. Toge's comfort is important, too. But in all honesty, there's a mental Thank God when it's obvious he's not going to keep restrained. The hands on his chest, under his shirt, is enough to spur him to take it off while Toge adjusts how he's settled. All the better, because the kiss to his ear already simply feels like fire, the movements equally the same.

And yet. Shoto should've known better that the effects of cursed speech might, oh, you know, be amplified by being louder. He'll make sense of it when he isn't drowning in sensation augmented by the feeling hanging in the air, heavy into his mind. Now he understands why Toge was worried, but Shoto still isn't.

First time like this with someone doesn't mean he can't tell just how different it is, losing himself in the sound of Toge's voice, wrapping his arms around the other teen's waist to help him move, to hold him in and move in opposite. His jaw is tighter than he'd like it to be, and he's burying his own noises in the crook of Toge's neck. In a short while he's barely holding on and the consequences of clothes aren't on his mind in the least. Only the quickly mounting pressure that causes him to moan Toge's name and maybe he would have been more embarrassed about being the first of the two to finish, but he's too busy listening to all the gorgeous sounds Toge is capable of making.
Edited Date: 2024-05-09 04:33 am (UTC)

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